With a blink of an eye, I thank God I am safe and alive and able to step into year 2017.
No elaboration needed on what went on the year 2016. Hopping around from city to city is part of my job. But somewhere along the way, I became very demotivated with my job, myself and my life.
I am basically a useless bump when I am at base while others (e.g. my housemate) is out making new friends or doing something meaningful with life or exercise or just enjoying life. I don't know what happened, all I know is I lost the meaning of life. I feel like a robot in a human form. What I do know is that I am fully aware of how meaningless it is to do nothing but still I am doing nothing about it.
I hate myself for not doing anything progressive. I have dreams and ambitions to achieve but yet do nothing about it.
"A new year is just an excuse to make resolutions." You are damn right, girl.
For this time I will not let them be an excuse. I have wasted too much time and money.
"Forever Young."
I am.
Cheers to a new life.
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